Anonymous asked: Why don't you fancy them like you used to? What happened? What made you dislike them?

I don’t like the way how they treat (or treated) their fans. Besides that I really started to dislike Tom for his macho-behavior :D

Anonymous asked: So you aren't an alien anymore or just not that good with them anymore ? :/ but will you stop writting forever ?

I don’t really fancy them anymore like I used to, but I’m still looking forward to the album and at the moment I’m finishing the last story I started :)

Anonymous asked: Like hating Tokio Hotel :-O why ?

I don’t hate them ! I just lost my interest in them :)

Anonymous asked: You aren't writing anything anymore :(

I know, because recently I don’t feel like it anymore since I started to dislike Tokio Hotel.

Anonymous asked: Beauuuuuutiful Story *-*

Thank you so much ! I’m working on the second part :)

Anonymous asked: Do you have a Facebook account?

Yes I do, but only a personal one if you meant that :)

True Lies

As on every other day, Tom took the last sip of his morning coffee and hummed in appreciation as his body was filled with warmth before he had to leave, which also meant freezing outside. It was the end of December, everyone was looking forward to New Year’s Eve , except from Tom and his co-workers because they knew at this time there would be more than enough work to do at the office. He would be lucky already if he could have the New Year’s Day off at least.
Tom sighed and got up from his kitchen chair, walked to the hallway and quickly grabbed his coat before he left his house.
It had been raining last night and it was still cold, so the way in front of Tom’s house had turned in a dangerous ice skating area. It would be hard enough just go get to his car, but Tom doubted that he would make it without falling down at least once. He looked around, all the neighbors seemed to be still asleep, so he tied his jacket around his hips so he didn’t have to hold it, went down the stairs and again made sure that no one was looking, before he kneeled down and crawled on his hands and knees to his car.
When he arrived there, he grabbed the mirror of his car to pull himself up when suddenly a voice almost scared him to death. He looked up and saw a bright grinning face in front of him.
“Good morning, officer”, a young girl giggled and looked down at him. Luckily it was only Mila, one of the neighbor’s kids, on her way to school, but it was embarrassing enough to know that she would surely tell her parents that she had found the local police officer crawling to his car because he was afraid of falling down on the ice.
Quickly he got up and looked down at the little blonde girl.
“Good morning Mila”, Tom smiled and the girl immediately jumped closer to him and wrapped her arms around his hips. Mila was already nine or ten years old, but Tom was so tall that she could only reach his middle.
“Why have you been crawling ?”, she laughed and looked up into his eyes again. Tom chuckled and rubbed Mila’s back as she clung onto him.
“I’m not that good at ice-skating and I didn’t want to risk a broken arm or leg during New Year’s Day”, he explained and Mila giggled again.
“It isn’t that hard, I’ll teach you one day”, the girl said and let go of him again. “Do you have to go to work now Tom ?”
Tom nodded and smiled sadly. “You’ll teach me another time honey.”
“Yes I will !”, Mila giggled and walked away again. Tom waved and shouted after her. “Have fun at school, and be careful !”
Mila only nodded and walked down the street, until Tom couldn’t see her anymore.
He smiled to himself and opened the door of his car and let himself sink down into the seat. In the car it was just as cold as outside so he started it quickly, even though he didn’t want to hurry to get to his office. It would just be another boring day.

"Good morning, officer Kaulitz", a young lady said when Tom entered his office. He knew that voice belonged to Liza, one of the youngest workers, she did an internship at the police station. And she obviously tried to seduce him, just the way she talked made him sigh, but she was also the only one who didn’t call him by his first name.
Tom didn’t deny that she was hot, but the way she dressed reminded him a little bit of a whore and she wasn’t his taste of girl at all. But she just didn’t accept the fact that not everyone fell for her, especially not Tom. In her eyes he was perfect, like in everyone else’s eyes too, and like everyone else she thought that Tom was the biggest womanizer of all. The truth was, he enjoyed being with random girls for one night from time to time, but deep inside him he also wished for a relationship and someone he could really fall in love with. Of course that hadn’t happened yet and he felt lonely from time to time, but even if he wished for everything he could actually have with Liza, he would never pick her.
“Good morning”, Tom said and nodded, but he didn’t look at her. He simply went to his chair and sat down, looking for someone who could bring him one more cup of coffee. He bit his lip and looked at Liza.
“Ermm… Liza ? Could you make some coffee, please ? Only if you can effort the time, of course.”
Liza smirked and sat on Tom’s table, right in front of him. He rolled his eyes, but luckily she didn’t see.
“Of course mister”, she said in that seducing voice again and got up from the table again. “I always have time for you. But could you come with me and help me to carry the cups ? Someone else asked me too and I want one myself, and I don’t think I can carry three cups at once.”
Tom knew that she didn’t even like coffee, but he decided to play with her rule and got up from his seat.
“Sure”, he said and sighed to himself as they both walked down the aisle to the coffee machine.

It was still early, maybe 7 pm, and the office was basically empty. Tom sat on his chair and took one sip after another of his coffee, while he was amused by watching Liza forcing hers down.
“Mister Kaulitz ?”, she said and looked at him.
Tom’s gaze was resting on his cup, but he dared to take a look at her and frowned. “What’s wrong ?”
Liza got up from her chair and sat down next to him, way too close for his taste.
“I just wondered why I have to sit at the opposite side of the room.”
“Hm”, Tom growled and took another sip of his coffee.
He didn’t pay attention to her anymore, but after one or two minutes he twitched a little when he felt something at the inside of his thigh. He gritted his teeth and looked down; it was Liza’s hand, of course. And unfortunately there was no one in the office who could disturb his miserable situation.
Liza squeezed his thigh just a little before she moved her hand closer to his crotch.
“Do you have some plans for the New Year’s Eve already ? They told me I’m free of work, but I don’t want to spend the evening alone. You know ?”, she whispered into his ear, she was even closer than he wanted her to be, and smirked slightly.
Tom rolled his eyes again and sighed, before he got up and pushed her hand away.
“Listen to me, just because we made some coffee together, or we work at the same place, it doesn’t mean I want to go out with you. It only means that I need coffee so bad that I even pick it up together with you”, he sighed and glanced at her.
Within the blink of an eye Liza jumped up too and stood right in front of him, her lips dangerously close to his.
You bastard”, she hissed into his face, and before Tom could react Liza had her knee between his legs and smashed it right into his crotch.
Tom bent over and growled in pain, he didn’t even care when he felt her hand slapping his cheek, but then she already rushed out of the office and left him there kneeling on the ground.
“Slut”, Tom hissed and whined to himself, but just then someone else came into the office and peeked over the table.
“Hey man, what you’re doing on the floor ?”, Gustav said, one of his co-workers but also a good friend of his.
“Just got kicked in my balls”, Tom wheezed and pulled himself up by grabbing the table.
“I suppose by Liza ?”, Gustav said and placed his hand on Tom’s shoulder. “She seemed mad.”
Tom nodded and pouted a little.
“She can’t accept what a ‘no’ means. But damn, she’s stronger than I thought”, Tom sighed and sat down on his chair again.
“At least you gave her a no now. Watching the both of you was like a good soap on TV.”
Tom was just about to answer when he heard someone else entering his office, but it was no one he knew.
“Oh, Tom, this is _______. _______, this is officer Kaulitz but you can also call him Tom. We all do.” Gustav grinned and then turned to Tom again. “She’s gonna start working here after the new year started, but she told me she was already gonna check the office out a little”, he winked at Tom.
“Hi”, Tom said, but his voice was stuck in his throat. That young woman, unlike to Liza, looked unbelievable gorgeous. She wasn’t that tall, but thin, and yet a little curvy. Tom blinked a few times, but nothing changed.
“Hi Tom, it’s really nice to meet you. I’ve heard a lot about you already, they told me you were an awesome officer”, she said and went closer to shake his hand. Tom was faster and got up, but then noticed the stinging pain in his crotch and gasped for air before he took the woman’s hand and shook it.
“Something’s wrong ?”, she said and tilted her head a little, her voice sounded like a sweet melody in Tom’s ears. He whined quietly and shook his head.
She gave him a worried look and then turned to Gustav again, Tom wished he could just disappear into the ground and hoped she wouldn’t see him blushing as he did.
“I’ll show her around a little, but we’ll be bright back”, Gustav nodded to Tom since he knew what was wrong. Tom sighed thankfully for Gustav saving him and once again he was happy to have a good friend as his co-worker. As Gustav and the young woman left the room again, he sunk back into his chair again and groaned loudly.
“Fuck this”, he said, crossed his arms on his table and laid his face on it, wishing he had never left bed this morning.

to be continued …

A new imagine will be up later today :)
elinahumanoid asked: hey I want to ask when you will post the next part of childen of the damned. I love this story and I want to see what will happend. Thank you

I wasn’t really sure if I’m going to finish that story … I’m working on another short one now which is probably going to be ready soon.

All of me

In a shock you opened your eyes quickly, but you saw just as much as when they had been closed. You tried to blink away the darkness, but nothing changed. You couldn’t only see a few rays of pale moonlight shining through the blinds and curtains.
Though you felt something next to you, a body, he was breathing slowly and steadily. You were leaning against him already, but in your panic you wrapped your arms around his waist tightly.
“Tom” you whined quietly while your whole body was quivering.
Only a few seconds after you started sobbing next to him, he twitched slightly as he woke up, as soon as he realized he was awake his arms around you pulled you closer against his chest, the only place where you could always feel safe.
Tom rocked you back and forth gently to calm you down, though the tears didn’t stop so you closed your eyes again and pressed your face against his chest. He shivered a few seconds after he felt your tears on his skin, but of course he didn’t let you go.
“Shhh” he said quietly and roamed one of his hands through your hair, stroking the few strands away that were hanging over your face. He placed them behind your ear, massaged your scalp softly and then placed his hand under your chin so you had to look up at him, yet his other arm was still tightly wrapped around your waist.
“Was it a bad dream ?” he asked you and swiped his thumb gently along the corner of your eye, wiping the tears away which just didn’t want to stop.
You nodded a little and looked down again, nuzzling your face in his chest.
“I’m here, it’s over now. Do you want to tell me about it, or do you just want to forget it?” he whispered, as always when he couldn’t think properly his German accent took control over everything he tried to say.
“I’m okey” you said quietly, but your voice trembled and it didn’t really sound like someone could believe that. “I don’t want to think about it anymore” you added even more quiet, just to make sure that he understood.
He knew it wasn’t a good idea for him to talk so he shushed instead and only wrapped his arms around you tighter.
After a while when you had calmed down a little, you dared to look up from Tom’s neck to his face, and you saw that his eyes were closed again, but you still felt one of his hands stroking your back so you knew he was awake. You stretched your neck a little and placed your lips on his, short but soft.
“I love you” you whispered and smiled in the dark, he opened his eyes, you saw them shining a little, and smiled back.
“I love you too, you know that” he said quietly and hugged you tighter until you were pressed against his chest, where you left another small kiss.
“Do you want to sleep again ?” he asked, and buried his nose in your hair. You shook your head and giggled quietly. Instead you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him closer to you. You heard him humming as you kissed all over his neck, he tilted his head back and you kissed your way up to his chin, smiling at him.
“Forgot about your dream ?” he chuckled quietly, now his arms let go of you, instead you felt Tom’s long fingers on your cheeks as they held your face when you looked at him.
You nodded quickly and pushed your face against his hands while you closed your eyes again, he was always so warm and since you had to admit that you were freezing a little, his touch felt so good against your skin. You purred quietly, loosened your grip around his neck and traced your hands down the sides of his chest, making him shiver as you stroked all over his body until you let your hands rest on his hips.
You could feel that Tom’s lips were formed into a soft smile as you lowered your face down and kissed him again, but deeper and longer this time until his mouth opened and you felt his tongue on your lips. This time you shivered and kissed him again eagerly, and just a second after you were sure that he was giving in, you let go of his waist and stroked your hands down to his thighs, then his lips stopped moving for a second as soon as he could read your mind.
“That’s what you want ?” he said with a smirk, it was more an observation than a question. You smirked back and nodded, it was just too easy for him to see your intentions.
Then he closed his eyes again and waited for you to give him another kiss, but instead of kissing his lips you moved down a little and kissed him all over his chest, to tease him you did very slow, but you made sure that you didn’t miss to take care of just a single inch of his skin.
“Will you stop driving me insane ?” Tom moaned quietly, you could hear clearly that he was impatient, so you decided to stop teasing him and stroked his thighs again, going closer to his crotch slowly until you could feel the edge of his boxers.
“Off ?” you chuckled and looked at him, he nodded so you obeyed and pulled them down to throw them out of the bed to the pile of clothing that you had left there from the evening.
Instead of teasing him more you crawled on top of him again, and as your eyes got used to the darkness you could see him better, you loved how he still looked so sleepy but happy at the same time. You were the only person who was allowed to wake him in the middle of the night, if his brother did, Tom would probably turn into a grumpy monster.
He noticed that you were staring and grinning at him for quite some time, so he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you down against his chest again.
“You’re crazy” he whispered and chuckled as he kissed your shoulders.
“You’re out of your mind, sleepy head” you smirked and stroked your fingers through his hair.
“Maybe because you always make me lose my mind” he said, loosened his grip around you to roam his hands all over your body, until he stopped at your panties and pulled them down.
“I don’t want to be the only naked one here” he snickered.
“Well you are, I still have my shirt on.”
“That doesn’t count” he chuckled and leaned in to kiss you again, slowly you pressed your hips down against his, rocking them slowly. But it only made him deepen the kiss, and he moaned softly into your mouth what made you even more desperate for him than you already were.
“Enough teasing for now” Tom hissed quietly and took a hold of your hips as he slowly rubbed himself against you, and you dropped your face into his neck to stop yourself from whining since you were just too impatient.
You stopped breathing for a moment when he pushed his hips forward carefully and you felt him entering you, but he did it so slow that you didn’t feel any pain or stinging. You could only feel him inside you, filling you inch by inch … you moaned desperately and bit his shoulder so you wouldn’t scream.
You could feel how Tom tilted his head back and moaned quietly, then he stopped moving for a few seconds so you both could get used to the feeling. It was still dark, and you didn’t notice anything else than him, he was everywhere and everything you could see, feel, taste or smell.
Then he let go of your hips again, framed your face with his hands and kissed you softly.
“I love you” he breathed just when he started rocking his hips up, it was still quite slow but you felt so good that you could only moan again.
“I love you too” you whimpered and buried your face in his neck again, kissing it just as often as he rocked his hips up into you for another time. With your hands you held his hair tight so you wouldn’t come to the idea of scratching him, or hitting something you weren’t supposed to hit.
Tom didn’t really help your self control by moving faster again from time to time, you felt his hands stroking through your hair and over your back but it was hard for you to focus on anything.
Deciding that you wanted to hug him, you sat up and pulled him with you so you were sitting on his lap, chest pressed against chest as you rocked into each other. You tilted your head back a little and pulled him closer by his hair so he started kissing your neck, another loud moan escaped your mouth as you felt his tongue tickling your skin.
You could just hold Tom even tighter and wrap your arms around him, but you started rocking your hips down on him too to push yourself deeper on him, and it worked. You could feel him shaking underneath you, but you knew you were close yourself as both of you rocked moved your hips faster.
Just seconds before you felt yourself clenching around him you kissed him again so deep like you didn’t before and you moaned into is mouth as you came, only seconds before he did. Both of you were breathing fast and moaned as you rode down your orgasms, holding each other tight.
After you had been able to catch your breath you kissed him quickly again before you climbed off his lap and sat down next to him, as soon as you did you felt Tom’s arms around you. He pulled you closer against his chest and sighed softly, so you looked up and kissed his jaw as you smiled.
“Do you want to sleep again ?” he whispered and played with a strand of your hair.
“Yes, now I think I can” you chuckled and only felt how he pulled you down carefully as he lied down, and with your head on his chest and your arms wrapped around him you fell asleep again.

the end.
based on this song